Check out all these rave reviews for AN INFATUATION!
GGR REVIEWS
5 stars
First off the cover is so perfect with the depiction of Harold and
Mario. Joe has written a well rounded story with excellent
character development. The main body of this story takes place
during the High School years of Harold and Mario.
This story felt like it was real life, it left no doubt with me
that the events in Harold’s life actually happened. Every
emotion felt real, which really helped to draw me further into the
story. In a way this is your typical jock and nerd story but it
felt more than that and I think it is because of the real emotions
that I spoke about.
The story is very easy to read and hold your attention page after
page. The story is complete, it has an ending that is clear, so it
leaves you feeling fulfilled.
My only critique, and this is for me personally, I’m not a
fan of inner thoughts injected into dialog. Every time this happens
it is like hitting a bump in the road, it makes me hesitate as
I’m reading. This in no way would make me discount this book,
in fact this is one of those book that I would enjoy reading
again.
Scott Burkett
http://www.ggr-review.com/review-an-infatuation/
LOVEBYTES REVIEWS
4.5 stars
When we first meet Harold, it is current day, we learn he has a
partner of nearly twenty years named Stuart and they are blissfully
happy. We are also taken through a brief overview of their very
structured lives. Up at 7am, dinner at 6pm, bed at 11pm, the full
month’s menu on the refrigerator, with everything, including
their volunteer hours on Saturdays, totally structured and
scheduled. I always thought I was anal retentive, but after reading
about Stuart, I realize I’m totally disorganized!
Harold is sitting down to write a story about his infatuation.
Stuart reminds him to start the story twenty years ago so that the
readers understand, and we’re off.
Next scene, we’re twenty years in the past and being
introduced to Mario. Mario comes into Chemistry class late, and the
teacher assigns him to be Harold’s lab partner. Only later in
the book do we find out she had an ulterior motive.
Mario and Harold couldn’t be more opposite. Mario is a
football player, the class president, and one of the popular crowd;
and Harold is a red haired, tuba playing, nerd, and just happens to
be gay…although he isn’t out and assumes no one
knows.
When Mario asks Harold to help him with some of his courses, the
plot thickens. Harold quickly develops feelings for Mario, but are
they returned? Over the course of the story, Mario appears to get
more and more drawn to Harold, who by this time is tutoring him in
all his classes, as well as writing his college entrance essays for
him.
Things start to fall apart though when Harold is attacked by a
couple of Mario’s football buddies and almost raped. The only
reason he isn’t raped is that Mario and Harold’s friend
Hannah interrupt the potential rapists just as anal insertion is
about to occur. The two guys get a one week suspension and then are
right back at school, although they are thrown off the football
team. The school principal brushes it aside by telling Harold that
guys like Harold and he need to keep their heads down and not draw
attention to themselves.
Harold’s heart is broken when Mario suddenly decides he is in
love with the head cheerleader, and that they are going to get
married eventually and what he and Harold have is unnatural and
only a phase according to his priest. This has been driven home by
Mario’s father telling him his uncle was gay and committed
suicide by gassing himself in a car in a locked garage years before
and that it was for the best because he was better off dead. The
father also told Mario if he was like that he should do the same
thing. This man also regularly beats his kids, so he is obviously a
font of wisdom.
From there we are taken on a journey through the years, stopping at
key events like a high school reunion to catch up on the boys.
Harold is ever increasingly happy, Mario is the opposite. I’m
not going to say any more, because it would be too easy to give
away too much of the story.
I really enjoyed this book. Though I would be remiss if I
didn’t say shame on you Mr. Cosentino for making this grumpy
old bear get teary eyed at the ending. Great job! I recommend this
book to anyone reminiscing about that one that got away.
Dan
http://lovebytesreviews.com/2015/02/06/recent-release-review-an-infatuation-by-joe-cosentino/
MM GOOD BOOK REVIEWS
4 Stars
I enjoyed this novella, even though it seemed to put my head into a
bit of a tailspin – Who doesn’t have “the one
that got away”? What would we do if we had a chance to
correct that? Would we risk all that is good in life? Is Harold
truly satisfied? Can his previous infatuation with Mario become
something real? Will he choose tried and true Stuart (who is so
detailed that he has probably pencilled in his every move for the
next 19 years)? All the questions! So many questions!
Can the today’s reality measure up to the memories and
history of yesteryear? Is 19 years of true (although quite
predictable) love strong enough to combat the yearnings of long
ago? High School reunions are a chance to revisit youth, and in
this case, for Harold to face down some demons, be it in the form
of tormentors and bullies past, or an infatuation that once ruled
his teen years.
A journey via words from past to present, this read is a walk in
Harold’s shoes. Easy to empathize with, Harold was always
painfully honest with his husband Stuey and with himself. This put
me in the surprising position of rooting for all three men! I
wanted Harold find his happiness, Mario to not be so screwed up,
and, well, Stuey didn’t deserve to be kicked to the curb just
for being faithful and boring, did he?.
Though Harold did find his happy ending, it was not tied up in a
neat little bow, nor was it without a bittersweet moment or two. I
easily recommend this story to anyone in search of a light(ish)
read complete with misty eyes and some “aww” moments.
Author Joe Cosentino brought just the right amount of humor, angst
and honesty to make this short but sweet coming of age story a
success. Four hearts for romance, sentimentality, love and for the
grass sometimes being greener on your own side.
Zane
https://mmgoodbookreviews.wordpress.com/2015/02/05/an-infatuation-by-joe-cosentino/
CATHY BROCKMAN ROMANCE REVIEWS
5 Stars
An Infatuation is a beautifully written, bittersweet, story of
young love, first love and infatuation versus true love.
Harold was smitten with Mario from the first he met him. At first I
felt Mario was just using Harold and I didn’t like him much
but as the story goes on my feelings changed about Mario
drastically. My heart went out to Harold, I loved Stuart and had
mixed feelings about Mario.
For such a short story this was a can’t put down read. I
laughed. I sighed and I cried.
If you are looking for a quick read to feel a couple hour this is
what you are looking for. Be sure to bring some tissues.
Cathy Brockman
https://cathybrockmanromances.wordpress.com/
MULTITASKING MOMS REVIEWS
5 stars
An Infatuation is told from the point of view of Harold who tells
his story almost like he is writing a book. The flashback tells of
how Harold first meets Mario, the object of his teenage infatuation
and one whom he'd always regarded as his first love and greatest
regret. Mario is a jock without much regard for academics but he
needed a tutor and saw Harold as his ticket to passing the grade
and stay on the team. Fortunately for Mario, Harold is a fantastic
tutor and his grades do improve. As for Harold, his heart gets
bruised for he knows that Mario only has room for him as a tutor.
Until the day Mario kisses him and everything changes.
The changes are not so good. Instead of getting the boy of his
dreams to be the someone who would be his partner in the long haul,
Mario opts for the straight path and gets involved with a girl.
Their relationship begins to fall apart from that time on but there
are moments when they do meet and they reconnect.
Years go by and the class reunion invitations are received and
Harold, with his husband Stuart, attend the event. It is with
apprehension that Howard waits for Mario to arrive and when he
does, it was as if they never lost their connection. That is when
things are revealed and another change in their relationship
happens.
This was so beautifully written with words that just flowed
seemingly effortless through each page. The characters written so
clearly it was impossible not to know who they really were. Their
thoughts, actions, behaviors, it was a very visual read I could not
help but see this movie in my mind play out. The life Harold went
through in high school were told in a very frank manner that I was
left without doubt these were moments either witnessed by the
author or experienced first hand. These scenes from Harold's high
school days were at times funny and many times scary.
I really like Harold's character especially when he thought things
out but said things differently. Stuart sounded a bit of a control
freak and yet was not. He was just so organized, it was scary, too.
And then there was Mario who never really had the chance to be who
he really was so was a truly sad character. All these men were
written so well they came out very real.
What made me truly love this story was the simplicity of the
writing. Everything fell into place and I was not left wanting.
There were times I laughed and then there were times I cried.
For a very simple story, this somehow came out unforgettable.
Multi-tasking Moms Reviews
Johanna
http://www.multitaskingmommas.com/2015/02/happy-happy-release-day-earc-review_4.htm
3 CHICKS AFTER DARK
4 stars, Janette
Mario and Harold’s story is one to which I think most readers
can relate. Who doesn’t look back at life and wonder
“what if?” What if I’d done this, gone here, done
that…but in this case, it’s more like what if Mario
and Harold had met at a different time, under different
circumstances? Would things have turned out differently for
them?
For Harold, Mario’s sort of like the one that got away; he
thinks of him often and does wonder what if. I like how Cosentino
introduces the story in a familiar, almost conspiratorial tone, as
if Harold’s letting us in on a secret. One obviously shared
by his husband Stuart, since he offers some quips and input as
well. By setting the story in present day then flashing back,
Cosentino also sets our expectations by showing us the outcome
first. Regardless how steamy and intense things could be between
Harold and Mario, we know Harold will end up with Stuart, so this
story is more about the journey getting there. And what a journey
that is.
In this short story, Cosentino manages to touch on several
sensitive issues – domestic violence, homophobia, hate
crimes, suicide, just to name a few. Some of these are pretty heavy
topics, and the way the characters handle them isn’t always
appropriate although they are realistic. Cosentino also blends in a
very subtle political agenda, mentioning a few hot button, lgbt
topics of the day. They’re very subtle nuances, so pay
attention! You’ll see them in everything from school groups
to casual political party references.
For me this is a story of empowerment and being true to yourself.
Harold’s story encourages us to be strong and honest about
what we want despite how tough that may be. Something
Harold’s friend Hannah says really stuck with me – she
explains to him that while high school is basically hell for nerds
and outcasts like them, their time will come. It’s so true
for all of us. We have moments to shine and times when we feel like
we’ll barely survive. I’d like to believe that
everyone’s best time will come if we’re just patient.
For some that peak happens sooner than others, but we’re all
worthy of happiness and success.
http://3chicksafterdark.com/2015/02/an-infatuation-by-joe-cosentino/
WORDS OF WISDOM FROM THE SCARF PRINCESS
Jody
Rating: A
As a fan of m/m books who's read numerous stories in this genre,
Mr. Cosentino has crafted one that pulls at every one of your
strings. It's a heartwarming read full of sentimentality as it
looks back on the past giving thoughts of "what if?". It's full of
heartache too, as well as harsh realities. It's a story that pulls
no punches as it puts you through the emotional wringer and I was
completely under its spell from beginning to end.
Harold was a nerd in high school but had a big heart. He knew he
was gay, and though his parents were supportive, school was
torturous as bullying was prevalent with little done about it. The
only bright spot was tutoring football jock Mario and their subtle
mutual attraction bubbling beneath the surface. At every turn
Harold was supportive, letting Mario be as real as he could be with
an abusive father and the weight of religious condemnation weighing
on him. Mario though always ended up hurting him as he had
relegated himself to the closet, making choices that would leave
him miserable. Harold went on to happiness but never forgot Mario
and at their reunion he's given the chance to fulfill a fantasy
he's always had with the one boy who was perfection to him. Will he
take a chance and throw away a loving relationship for a few
clandestine moments with a man who's on the edge or will he choose
the comfort of predictability that he knows.
This is an intensely emotional read that is more about heartfelt
feelings than the steamy side of romance. The affection and
attraction between Mario and Harold is seen more through words and
deeds with only a few kisses along the way. There are numerous
unexpected twists, and characters who are larger than life, to keep
me fully immersed in this tale. Harold was a character to admire
while Mario inspired pity and it's these differences, in a world
where Harold was reviled while Mario was cheered, that kept me
fully invested in their outcomes in a harsh world. There's
surprising humor but also moments of sadness. It's ultimately about
a life not lived and a life lived fully and I highly recommend
it!
http://wowfromthescarfprincess.blogspot.com/2015/02/book-spotlight-for-infatuation-by-joe.html
THE NOVEL APPROACHES
Lisa
Joe Cosentino proves there’s more than one way to a happy
ending in An Infatuation, a story of first love and heartbreak
delivered in a fresh and funny voice.
Harold High gets the chance of a teenage lifetime when he’s
asked to tutor football hunk Mario Ginetti, but before you go about
thinking this is yet another nerd/jock high school romance, let me
assure you it’s not. Harold’s teaching methods and
Mario’s endearing obtuseness add a layer of charm to this
already humorous, if not unlikely relationship, and watching the
equally unlikely friendship that grows between the two boys was
poignant in its inevitable conclusion.
Told in flashbacks, Harold is now a happily married man, whose
husband, Stuart, plays along in the telling of this tale, acting as
sidekick to both Harold and the reader. The author’s method
of delivering Stuart’s choicest lines was an original twist
to the narrative, and I couldn’t help but love it because in
only a few words, Cosentino brings Stuart to the fore of the plot
in spite of his not appearing throughout much of the story, giving
readers the opportunity to connect with him and sense not only the
devotion he feels for his husband but the security of their
marriage as well.
Where the author sets up the tragedy of An Infatuation is through
Mario. Mario is the stereotype: he’s the loveable dumb jock
with the overbearing father, who can’t be gay, who
can’t possibly fall for a guy like Harold. He’s the boy
who has to date the cheerleader and marry her and have the white
picket fence and 2.2 kids in order to comply with the status quo.
And it’s through Mario that we see the contrast between what
his life becomes—a life of denial—and where Harold has
ended up—living a fulfilled life with a wonderful man, even
though he’s never forgotten his first love.
The anticipation builds toward Harold and Mario’s reunion,
ten years after their high school graduation, and their meeting
evolves in a will they/won’t they moment of truth. There is a
sadness that plays out in the different paths their lives have
taken, one that culminates in the unexpected and bittersweet ending
this story’s blurb promises. Joe Cosentino delivers it at
just the right moment and in the most touching of ways, proving
sometimes there are no second chance at first love. And yes, there
were tears, and yes, they were earned through skillful manipulation
on the author’s part, making us care for these characters and
investing in them and their story.
An Infatuation is a sweet and simple tale with a nontraditional
happy ending, one that will break your heart and make you smile in
spite of it.
http://thenovelapproachreviews.com/2015/02/17/review-an-infatuation-by-joe-cosentino/
GAY LIST BOOK REVIEWS
While this story is short it runs the gamut of emotions and spans
two decades. Every time I thought I knew what this story was it
would change and offer me another aspect. I laughed out loud and
sighed, there were a few minutes where I wasn’t sure what I
wanted to happen. I even got a little teary eyed. I loved it.
Harold is sarcastic, sweet, self deprecating with a tongue-in-cheek
narrative that was entertaining and engaging.
This was a story of a deep and lasting love that began in high
school and existed as a fantasy and ideal for twenty years. Harold
and Mario fell in love as the typical “nerd and jock”
star crossed pairing. Add in Mario’s religious homophobic
parents and the social changes that hadn’t occurred twenty
years ago and you have a romance that was never able to get past
the awareness of attraction and love.
Both men made choices both as young adults and throughout their
lives that formed their relationship into one that could neither
flourish nor die. It was sad and beautiful and familiar. I think
we’ve all had some version of that person who we wanted so
badly and could never have.
In many ways this book also has the love story of Harold and
Stuart. I loved Stuart and his acceptance and love. Stuart is
incredibly patient with Harold and his infatuation with Mario.
Their life sounds so structured and kind of boring. But isn’t
that what making a life with someone mostly consists of? All the
minutia that fill our days and slowly build a life. And if we are
lucky we get to do so with someone who we share affection, respect
and love with. They aren’t dramatic, there aren’t any
great sweeps of emotion and destruction, no raging inferno and no
despair. They are content and sweet and have made a good life
together. They are kind and caring and they compliment one another
as a couple.
A story that is much more complicated than its easy banter and
sarcastic wit would at first lead you to believe. Full of love,
choices, and the importance of friendship in all its many facets.
In the end this is the story of two best friends.
The bullying in this book is no joke. Harold is harassed and there
is a definite possible trigger in some of the bullying that crosses
the line into assault.
Reviewed by Nina
https://gaylistbookreviews.wordpress.com/2015/02/23/an-infatuation/
My Fiction Nook
What if we'd given love a real shot way back then?
What if he'd have been brave enough to try?
What if he'd never gotten married?
What if *I'd* never gotten married?
This book doesn't actually come right out and ask those questions,
but they're on the reader's mind from early on in the book.
The story was not at all the story that I'd expected when reading
the blurb. What I expected was cheating and deceit, lots of sex and
angst, but the story that I read was most definitely not *that*.
Which was pretty great.
From the first few pages, I had a feeling that this book was going
to be entirely different than your typical M/M read. And it
was.
PASSION. FLAME. Cherished one. Infatuation. Words don’t
measure up. How can I tell you how I feel about Mario? Mario.
It’s as if the universe created one perfect person, and put
him next to me with a "Keep Off" sign dangling from his neck.
My jaw literally hit the floor when the main character, Harold, was
speaking to the reader about his infatuation with the other main
character, Mario, but is interrupted by Stuart, his *husband* of 19
1/2 years, to remind Harold not to forget details about his
relationship with *another* man. His first love, Mario.
But here's the thing. I know the story began in high school and
aborted relationships that never came to fruition don't normally
feel very deep in retrospect. But I never, not once throughout the
book, felt that what Harold and Mario had way back then, or even
later in the book, was an infatuation.
It was love. Plain and simple.
Well, simple is probably the wrong word, as homophobic family
members and friends ultimately get in the way, but the feelings of
love were right there on the page. Whether spoken or unspoken, in
my mind they were real.
Mario: “Harold, you still love me?”
Harold: I squeezed his hands. “Like I love every fairy tale
my mother ever read to me as a child.”
And that's a bit how I think of Harold and Mario's relationship.
Something that would begin with, "Once upon a time..."
The story spans from the time when Harold, the smart, witty nerd
first speaks to Mario, the attractive, arrogant football player at
age 17, until 20 years later.
Over the course of the story, we see an almost immediate connection
between Harold and Mario, then they lose touch (as Mario flees to
the relative safety of his closet, repeatedly) and then reconnect
several times throughout the years.
“Harold, it’s really good to see you. I’ll give
you a call.” He ran away.
You don’t have my number. But I have yours. And it looks like
it hasn’t changed.
But each time that they are actually together, you can feel the
connection, again, whether the actual words are spoken or not.
It really is a great story, with lots of humor (from Harold's
*constant* blurting and snarky inner monologue), genuine feelings
and even a few tears from and for both of our would-be heroes.
There are some extremely unexpected plot twists, which do actually
serve a purpose, so they do not come across as feeling gimmicky.
Some of them I really enjoyed and some of which made me want to cry
for what might have been.
Mario: “Harold, this reminds me of that poem you taught me
about in high school by Robert what’s his name. Remember the
red, red rose? Even though it goes away, after the snow and shit
clear up, it comes back again in June… every ten years. Even
though we can’t be together, Harold, you’ll always be
my red, red rose.”
Harold: I told you he was the best.
And for those of you who avoid cheaters like cats avoid water, this
is my official thumbs up that this book shouldn't affront those
particular sensibilities.
The author also did an amazing job of avoiding the 'angsty read'
trap.
I highly recommend this very heart-felt, low-steam read with both
its bittersweet *and* HEA endings.
4 1/2 stars for this tale of "what if's" and "the one that got
away."
Todd, 5 stars
http://www.myfictionnook.com/2015/03/spotlight-and-review-infatuation-by-joe-cosentino.html
Inked Rainbow Reads
5 stars
First off, I love how this story was told. A look back on how
things unfolded is not a perspective many writers use, but it was
most effective in this story.
Mario and Harold – high school buddies – study buddies
– friends? While the author shows a realistic view of how
these two interacted and their emotions behind their interactions,
I believe that Cosentino did an amazing job allowing the reader to
feel each of those reactions, interactions, emotions and see that
relationship from an outside perspective.
Had we been given a different perspective, I think the story would
have had a far less profound effect on me.
While I cried during this story, I also laughed and was incredibly
frustrated.
I loved this story and am so happy that I was able to read
this.
AvidReader
https://inkedrainbowreads.wordpress.com/2015/03/06/5-stars-for-an-infatuation-by-joe-cosentino-mm-romance-love-loss/